I’m a survivor of an abusive relationship starting today. One of the hardest things I ever had to do in my lifetime.
No Way Out
You thought you had me now.
Prisoner of your soul,
with no way out.
I got past you, past your wicked ways,
your evil eyes, the drunkeness upon your face.
The pain you bring in memory alone
because
You thought you had me now,
Prisoner of your soul,
with no way out.
I finish school in seven weeks. I need to look for a job. I need a new man in my life. I am perfectly content with what I have. Ex is in the past now. I blocked him, cut him off. We’ll never be friends again, his loss. Someone else’s gain. I don’t care if he regrets it or not. I don’t care. I have my own life and better friends. I don’t need lousy friends in my life. I’m keeping my eyes on myself and my future.
It’s about time.
My period never came for this month…
And no, I haven’t gotten laid.
Something’s wrong with me. I’ve always been regular ever since I started when I was 12.
So yeah, something’s up? If it doesn’t come next month either, I’ll get checked… I’m scared. 
I had a dream last night that my sister died in a freak accident. Basically she got her foot flushed in an industrial toilet and that pretty much killed her? Okay, just weird.
I’m impervious.
I am who I am, accept it.
I’m going to plow through my life with strength and an impenetrable armor on my heart.
Just in case! I had a dream last night that one of my gay friends died… It was just strange.
This is annoying like fuck. Why do I still bother? Forget it, I’ll just fucking forget you. I don’t give shit anymore because you ARE an asshole.
BTW, this is now private. Only friends can see this. For real this time.
I’m just going to go drive around aimlessly today til I find something good to photograph. Hope I don’t get lost!
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