I give up. He’s not worth it anymore. I don’t care anymore. I’m tired of his bullshit.
To men: here’s how women work July 8, 2008
My bestfriend and I were talking about how men don’t understand us. They all seem to make us frustrated when unnecessary. A lot of women seem to want the same kind of needs from men, but they don’t get it even after we’ve told them many times.
1. If we ask you, “Hun, am I fat in this dress?” If you say yes, you’re in shit. If you say no, we’ll go “yeah right!” If you say nothing, you’re also in shit. If you joke around and say, “Come on! You’re not a whale, you’re just a dolphin!” That’s better. That’s what we want, to laugh about it.
2. If we begin to argue with you, it’s so easy to get out of an argument usually. All you have to do is say the magical sentence, “I love you. I’m sorry and I don’t want to argue. Now let’s go cuddle, beautiful!” We will go aww and then cuddle with you. If you don’t say it, we will continue to argue with you about ridiculous stuff that you should just apologize for.
3. If you’re planning on going out with your friends, please let us know! It’s not called “reporting in” to us at all. It’s just really nice to know that you’ll be out so that we won’t bother you. We will just say, “Ok, have fun!” with a smile on our face. If you don’t tell us, then we’ll find out eventually anyways and ask you, “Why didn’t you tell me you were out? I was wondering where you were!” It’s easier to just tell us that you’re going out and then we’ll let you have your fun.
4. Be blunt with us. Period. Tell us why you’re mad, frustrated, whatever even if it has something to do with us. Tell us, we’ll gladly discuss the issues with you. Don’t be a coward and run away from the issues. It only makes them worse. Be a man and face it.
5. You should compliment your woman everyday. We love that. If we don’t get a compliment at all, we feel unwanted. Also, it’s really nice to surprise your woman once in a while with flowers or something thoughtful.
I think that’s all. If you have any more to add to the list, comment! 
I don’t think we’re complicated, men over complicate us.
Depression July 8, 2008
You should not let depression take control of your life. You can always regain your life back after overcoming your depression. Depression hurts, but don’t let it affect your love and friendships. Depression is all an illusion of pain.
I stood by you through it and this is the thanks I get. I was strong for you and it turned out that you were the weak one. My fear for you during your depression came true. I hope you’re glad now.
Negativity July 8, 2008
You say that you’re an asshole, at least you admit it. I know you’re not an asshole, that you’re just making yourself to be one. You’re just doing it on purpose to scare me away, it won’t. I see goodness in everyone basically.
Wish you would stop being so negative on yourself. Be a decent person for once and stop being an “asshole.” You’re doing a horrible job at it anyways.
Hatred July 8, 2008
I don’t like my family at all. I can’t wait to get out of here. They make fun of me for no reason and it just hurts. They criticize me all the time and constantly bring me down. I just hate them pretty much, sorry if it’s such a strong word… I just DISLIKE them so much.
