I miss knitting. It keeps my hands busy. I wish I brought my knitting stuff with me over here from New York. I was working on a scarf. Oh, well. When I go back, maybe I’ll knit a blanket.
I’m still trying to learn how to crochet after few years. I’m not skilled at it, but I know the basics. I fail at it miserably anyways.
Yes, I’m awesome. I’m awesome with google and figuring out a way for my bestfriend to get on Yahoo Messenger at work. Her work blocks everything including meebo, ebuddy, and so on. I managed to get her on Yahoo Mobile through the web.
Yay, now I can talk to her instead of emailing each other all day long.
I can’t do this. I long for his touch, love, kiss, cuddles. Goddammit, I loved him like crazy and I still do. I really want to just forget him forever like he never happened. I need to push it back into my subconscious that it was just all a dream.
He never happened. He doesn’t exist. I’m sure he doesn’t care anyways. Yes, it was just all a dream.
 | Lana on Grr |
 | Ann on Grr |
| myheart4you on This is how I feel |
 | Lois on This is how I feel |
 | zillionandnine on I’m just another bimbo t… |
