I want to marry Gene Simmons. I love his tv show and he sounds like he’s a great guy with a good sense of humor.
Just grr! July 20, 2008
I’m crazy stressed out now. My parents are constantly putting me down. I really want to move to Boston after I finish school, but my mom said “No, you’re not! You don’t even have a job!” I’m like.. “Fuck you mom, I’m getting a job in Boston.” I swear my mom doesn’t have any common sense. Obviously, I won’t move to Boston til I find a job there, I’m not retarded. I also don’t want to come back here. I’m not living with my parents at all. I’m not going to be a loser and be constantly put down by my parents. They don’t think I have the ability to succeed on my own. They’re even gonna get me a really crappy car if they even do because they think that I’m only going to drive it to school and back home which isn’t true. I want to drive around, visit friends in another city, etc. If they don’t, I’m going to go ahead and take a loan out on a car and pay it off eventually. Just fuck them.
I still have a year left before becoming completely independent. First thing I’m going to purchase after getting a job is a friggin brand new car. Just ugh. I don’t get along with my parents at all. They frustrate me to no ends and make me feel like I’m a lame person, that I’m wasting everyone else’s oxygen.
I don’t like my parents. They are so negative towards me and pull me down. They don’t have confidence in me and they never did even though I proved them wrong on several occasions. Seriously, fuck them. I wish I had nice parents who are actually supportive.
It’s official July 20, 2008
I’m going back to Rochester next Sunday/Monday. It’s an overnight flight. Dad’s not coming with me, ugh! I need to figure out how the heck I’m going to get myself to a car dealership and lease a car. It’s annoying how dad changes his mind constantly.
Okay, he’s really annoying. I’m having a hard time trying to find a car.
