My mind is too fast July 25, 2008

I tend to skip words when I’m having a conversation with someone because my mind thinks that I’ve already said that word, but I didn’t. Sometimes I press enter after adding the first letter of the next word I’m about to type in a new line. Like this:

“Haha, that was so funny! I can’t believe it! S”

“he rocked!”

Then the other person will get confused and say, “Ooh, so it’s a boy?” when it was actually a girl.

It’s sad. I like to skip words frequently, too. Example:

“I don’t think it’s it.”

What I meant to say was, “I don’t think it’s worth it.”

It does get on my nerves sometimes because people give me a funny look like I’m a complete retard. My mind just works faster than my mouth and fingers, okay? The worst scenario I could cause is accidentally execute someone because I forgot to add “don’t” to “kill him.” No worries, I have no plans on executing anyone though!

I want to run away July 25, 2008

I want to just run away from this place. My family’s absolutely driving me crazy.

My youngest sister has a thing for mocking people. She likes to make fun of them even in front of them. She’s cruel. I told her to stop mocking basically and she told me to stop criticizing her. Hah! She needs to accept criticism since that’s what life is all about. No one will want to be her friend when they find out who she really is. Then she continued to mock me, of course. High school will be a reality check for her.

My mom’s a crazy bipolar and everyone knows it. She won’t get diagnosed so she can’t get medicines that would help her. She’s horrible at disciplining my siblings so all of my siblings are just plain stupid/mean.

My other sister is basically slutty. She’s only 15 and wears really short shorts. She’s a natural blonde and she wears really dark eyeliners making her look like a raccoon. I tried to advise her about wearing a lighter colored eyeliner, but she wouldn’t hear of it. She’s the quietest member in this family, but made horrible jokes towards me. Calling me fat and stuff because she thinks that she’s the shit, that she’s a hottie. She likes to make herself feel better.

My brother is a moron, period.

I can’t wait for my dad to come home, he keeps me sane.

Hives? July 25, 2008

I think I got a bug bite on my shoulder, but it’s not really itchy. The swollen red part seems to have spread out and it’s getting bigger. It’s like I got a major skin cancer within one day. I’m walking around with a growing red splotch on my shoulder. It’s about 2 inches wide and 1 inch tall now.

Okay, wait a minute. I feel a linear bump near the “bug bite” and it’s going down to my chest. I looked at it in the mirror and it’s slightly red.

I must be infected with some kind of an alien parasite!