I just had my REAL cup of coffee for first time in a realllllly long time. Major caffeine overload. My hands are shaking, my eyes are vibrating, my head keeps on twitching. That’s what happens to me when I have coffee.
Pack, pack, pack July 29, 2008
Shoot me. I have too much crap and I’m trying to pack most of them. I’m going to leave some things behind like old pots/pans and bowls for my old roommate who is moving back in here this fall. I just hope the housing operation office won’t notice them sitting in the cabinets.
I don’t even have empty boxes to use. I’m just putting a lot of stuff in plastic store bags and trash bags. My new apartment is only a mile away anyways so no big deal. I just need to get my car already and start transporting little stuff.
I’m picking up my car tomorrow for sure! I hope… Today’s just paperwork for car.
I’m kind of excited to move and yet somber because this apartment was my home for four years. A lot of good memories in here especially with ex. :/ I need a fresh start to my life, a new chapter, and a new home. Too bad it’s only for one year then I’m getting my ass out of Rochester.
Breathe…Breathe… July 29, 2008
My OCD is flaring up… A lot. There’s an empty slot on my butcher block, an old roomie accidentally took my knife. She’s denying it though because her knife is a lot similar to mine and it’s in my drawer sitting there. Her knife doesn’t fit in my butcher block, the size of the handle is a bit bigger than my good knives. She must have confused my knife with hers. 
She just won’t give it back! I can’t stand this empty slot on my block anymore, I need to have everything in order.
I need to breathe… And let it go… I just can’t! It’s just a freaking knife, I keep on telling myself that…
I saw my new apartment yesterday, it’s a big mess right now, but hopefully I’ll have it cleaned up by next weekend. I hope I’ll get along with my new roomie. She has a little bit of a “I don’t care” attitude and she leaves a lot of crap sitting around. I’m a neat person and I like to be very organized. I absolutely hate clutter. I saw a lot of empty beer bottles sitting around in the kitchen. Me no like. I do like the apartment itself though besides the mess. My room is pretty small compared to my roomies’.
Okay, breathe… *Rips my hair out* I’ll get the apartment all clean and organized while she’s in Maine.
I’m hoping to pick up my car today, but it’s a little bit smelly because they didn’t air it out in a long time. It needs a bit of cleaning. I need to vacuum the carpet because it’s a little gross. It’s a nice drive though and very roomy. It’s a 1999 Ford Explorer. =)!
Okay, I need to relax. I just need to clean everything up and it’ll be okay. And it’s just a knife, no biggie… It’s a good knife!!!
