I feel like a failure right now. I’ve made so many mistakes in the past few years, turning down few wonderful opportunities that would have taken my life off the ground. I continue to dig my own grave. I owe so much money to my college loans, I’m drowning in the pool of bills that I’m unable to pay.
Yes, I found a job, but I hated it so much with passion. I wanted to bring down the whole company because of how they were treating me. They laid me off few weeks ago because they wanted to hire an intern to work for free, basically replacing me. Hence another reason I hated my company. Cheapass.
I hope it’s a sign for me to move on, open a new chapter. Find a new love, new location, and a career that will set me for life.
I’m tired of taking quite a beating and having shitty friends around here. They don’t seem to care. I am struggling, still trying to reach out and instead I get hurt.
I’m still carrying the burdens on my shoulders. I thought my load lightened up a while ago, but I was wrong. It’s back now.
I need to do something about it this time. No going back. I need a lot of strength to do this. Care to lend me yours? I need a lot of encouragement to get out of the bottomless pit I seem to have dug for myself.
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